Now I am moving to meetup.
After I talked to people I was made realize I am older person.
But at some level I do not want to admit it
It is because I want to new family and children
For most people easily get their family but I cannot
It is curious
I went to meetup
I talked a good woman but she has a partner
I want to jerk into real woman.
I want to continue no fap
I want to make sleeping rhythm normal and regular.
I want to make 3000 dollars a month in my own business.
I want to have two more children.
I want have good young wife.
I want my child to have happy life.
I want to fuck beautiful young woman.
After I do 7days nofap journey, I jerk off two times. I felt my penis is more sensitive than before