Curious things

Now I am moving to meetup.

After I talked to people I was made realize I am older person.

But at some level I do not want to admit it

It is because I want to new family and children

For most people easily get their family but I cannot

It is curious

Life target

I want to jerk into real woman.

I want to continue no fap

I want to make sleeping rhythm normal and regular.

My goal

I want to make 3000 dollars a month in my own business.

I want to have two more children.

I want have good young wife.

I want my child to have happy life.

I want to fuck beautiful young woman.

nofap works?

After I do 7days nofap journey, I jerk off two times. I felt my penis is more sensitive than before